Easy to become Unsuccessful?

Nobody is interested to know 'how to become unsuccessful'. Are there any difference between success and failure? If a kid fail in exam, is that child unsuccessful? When a kid fail in an exam, who is really unsuccessful: the kid, the teacher, the parents, the society...????

Today while tasting the Thai cuisine, my friend sitting on other side of table proclaimed that I am an idealist. My wife used to remind me the same. I understand that I am afraid of admitting mistakes.. I am afraid that admitting mistakes is a failure.. But, friends it is the courage as Gandhi, Mandela or hundreds of great people showed us.. still we are failed.. Is it not a failure??

It is easier to be unsuccessful.. It is easier to be successful.. But tough to admit failure!!!!

God's symphony

In these years i was searching for God's symphony.. i don't know whether it exists or not. I do feel to search for it. I love to search more than i find it.

What is God's symphony?
when you close your eyes ...
when you stand alone...
when you live in the shades
when you blink in the darks
if you hear a voice
the voice of lust
the voice of greedy
the voice of thirst..
Listen thee words
Never forget a kid singing
in the name of peace
but you look around
searching the love
cursing crazy Gods
complaining the symphony..
Before I die
I may ask
Composer asked me
Did you hear my symphony ever?