God's symphony

In these years i was searching for God's symphony.. i don't know whether it exists or not. I do feel to search for it. I love to search more than i find it.

What is God's symphony?
when you close your eyes ...
when you stand alone...
when you live in the shades
when you blink in the darks
if you hear a voice
the voice of lust
the voice of greedy
the voice of thirst..
Listen thee words
Never forget a kid singing
in the name of peace
but you look around
searching the love
cursing crazy Gods
complaining the symphony..
Before I die
I may ask
Composer asked me
Did you hear my symphony ever?